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Our Miracle

Today we complete 7 years since we said “I do” and it’s a little over 7 months since Keanah came into this world. My heart is filled with gratitude for the amazing journey we’ve been on so far. Biblically, the number 7 is often considered a symbol of completeness and perfection. And through the ups and downs, through the days and nights I’ve fought with the Lord, asking Him “Why Lord???”, as I look back today, I can definitely say that so far He has made things beautiful, perfect and complete in HIS time. 

I thought today is a perfect opportunity to share our journey with you through 7 major miracles that tested and deepened my faith. Both Ana and myself were drawn to share our journey so that when Keanah grows up we have this to share with her without missing any details as to why we call her our miracle.

Miracle 1: Pain
Our journey starts in June 2020 when we first conceived. We were so so happy, we had been trying for little less than a year. However, our hearts broke when we went for our ultrasound in the 7-8th week and heard no heartbeat. Our gynaec told us that it’s a blighted ovum and there’s nothing to worry. We then conceived again in April 2021. The challenging part this time was that I was down with Covid. Again, no heartbeat in the 7-8th week.  We were really upset this time and the worst part is we had to deal with it alone for sometime as I was in isolation. Our gynaec made us do a full set of tests to figure out why the foetus wasn’t growing. We then got to know that Ana has a condition where her immunity is high. It was treating the foetus as a foreign body and hence attacking it. Why do I say this is a miracle? Well if not diagnosed, her high immunity would eventually lead to conditions like autoimmune diseases. It’s good we could deal with this now so that we don’t have to suffer with other catastrophic consequences. 

Miracle 2: Conception
In July 2022, we had decided to move to the US for a few years. Everyone kept asking me why aren’t you going there and it seemed like a good time to make the move. God had other plans! 

On August 10, Mama’s birthday, Ana woke up feeling very sick. And then got even more cranky as she had planned to do a few things to celebrate her Mama’s birthday and now couldn’t do anything. Towards the afternoon, we did a test and got to know we’re pregnant! Our plan to move went out of the window and our focus now was solely on ensuring things go ahead with all that we learned from our past two experiences. 

A few days after we got to know we are pregnant!

Miracle 3: Finding Dr. Payal
Even though we started on all the medication as prescribed by our gynaec, when we went for the ultrasound in the sixth week, we didn’t hear the heartbeat. We visited our gynaec and we weren’t happy when we left her clinic. 

Recently a new maternity hospital, Motherhood, had opened just near our place. So we decided to visit them for a second opinion. Since I could go only in the evening (because of work!), we saw Dr. Payal available. I quickly checked online and saw good reviews about her. When we met her, both Ana and I immediately felt she is so much like my sister Melanie. At once we felt at home and comfortable with her. 

We spent over 45 minutes explaining to her everything. She patiently and calmly listened to us. And told us to continue the medication and do the ultrasound again on 1 September. When we left her cabin we both knew that this is the doctor who we would love to continue with. She made us feel understood, answered all our questions so well and assured us that we’re in the right hands. I don’t think we’ve ever had such an experience with a doctor. It was different, felt perfect for us and we both trusted her completely. We don’t know what we would have done without her and her ever positive attitude. She played an important part in our journey and words aren’t enough to make anyone understand how much she means to the both of us. 

Dr. Payal with Keanah

Miracle 4: The Heartbeat
On 1 September we went for the ultrasound. We’ve been for 6 ultrasounds before this one and I knew Ana was nervous, scared and tensed. I was a wreck too but I had to appear strong for her, being positive. Before leaving I had a quick chat with Shweta, my work colleague who has become a very close friend. She told me “I’m praying, I know everything will go well this time and I want a girl!” 

Shweta with Keanah

Ana went in for the ultrasound at Motherhood and my heart was in my mouth when the nurse came out in a matter of minutes. I then realised she came to call me in as well. This was the first time I’d be in the room for the ultrasound. The previous ones, at other hospitals, didn’t allow me in. 

When the Dr started, we heard the heartbeat for the very first time. It was music to my ears, the best thing I had ever heard till date. Tears rolled down my face with joy and I almost jumped off my stool to hug the doctor! We were over the moon!

The tough part was from then till February, Ana had to take injections everyday along with blood thinners to help ensure there’s good blood supply going to the foetus. The daily injections changed to alternate days after November. Giving those injections every time with a brave face is definitely one of the most difficult things I’ve had to do, but Ana had to endure much more, bearing all that pain in addition to all the changes taking place in her body with the baby growing inside her. It’s amazing how situations bring out so much strength that we have within us. 

Miracle 5: Special? Of course!
In mid-October our gynaec sent us for our NT scan. It’s a test where the nuchal fluid behind the baby’s neck is measured. A high level indicates that there’s a 80% chance of your baby having genetic defects like Down syndrome. Our hearts broke when we saw our reading. It was 3.92, whereas the normal is not more than 2.5. We were so upset. And when our gynaec said this is the highest she’s ever seen, I was a mess. We cried bitterly when we returned. That period is probably the most I’ve fought with God. Why all this when we do so much for you and the church? Why!?

I wasn’t happy with the test, so Dr. Payal sent us to one of the best fetal specialists in Pune, Dr. Pooja Lodha. Our appointment was at 1pm but we finally went in at around 4pm. The NT this time was 2.6, still high. But again, Dr. Pooja took her time to explain everything to us in great detail. We had two issues, one where the pressure at the artery supplying blood to baby was high. And secondly there were multiple fibroids. She said it’ll be a miracle if we have a normal delivery. 

Dr. Pooja is definitely a gem of a person and absolutely fantastic at what she does. Again we were blessed with the best. What we loved the most are the lovely pics she shared of baby at almost every visit of ours. 

Since the level was still high Dr. Payal then told us that since this scan is only 80% accurate and could also be a false positive, there are additional tests. The most accurate one is where they extract fluid from the foetus to test. It’s a risky procedure with a chance of miscarriage. I then asked her what is the point of doing all these tests. Anyway it’s a genetic issue and there’s nothing we with can do. So she replied that if we’re sure it’s a genetic issue you have the option to abort. I immediately told her there’s no way we’re aborting this baby. We’ve struggled to get here and we will accept it. It’s a gift from God. And moreover our religion doesn’t allow us to abort. So she still advised us to do the tests as we will have peace of mind if it’s all good, rather than stressing for the remaining 6 months wondering what’s going to happen.

We came home, discussed with each other and with our immediate family. Ana and I then decided that we won’t do the tests. We had already done enough of tests so far and we trusted God completely. The miracle? We did the genetic tests after Keanah was born and the reports came back completely normal! When we shared this with Dr. Payal, she told us the whole team at Motherhood rejoiced when they heard about the report. She then smiled and added “good comes to those who do good” 

Miracle 6: Amniotic Cocktail
In February, at 32 weeks, we did our ultrasound with Dr. Pooja followed by our visit to Dr. Payal. We got a little startled when Dr said that Ana needs to get admitted as the amniotic fluid level is very low. It’s 5 whereas it’s supposed to be 15. After Ana got admitted Dr told me that if the levels don’t come up we will have to deliver immediately. However, Ana was on blood thinners and injections till that point. We needed her to be off them for at least 6-7 days before we can operate her. Miraculously the high pressure at the artery connecting the foetus was normal for the first time ever! If that was still high we would have had one more complication to deal with. Ana was given drips to increase her amniotic fluid. The fluid was thick and the drips were very painful. 

That evening I came home for a quick bath and to collect a few things. I fell to my knees and begged God to bring up the amniotic levels. That’s the best outcome for us. Thankfully it went up to 10 over the next 3-4 days. We were so relieved. However we had to go back every alternate day to get those extremely painful amniotic cocktails to maintain the fluid levels. I don’t understand how Ana had the strength to put on a brave face through it all.

Miracle 7: 26 March
We visited Dr. Payal at our 36 week mark and she said baby is doing well, why do you want to suffer with those painful drips any longer? Baby is ready, let’s admit Ana on 25th late night and try inducing. By morning if we’re not successful, we will do a c-section. We weren’t expecting it to be so soon. I remember talking to my cousin Neisha about a few things regarding the delivery just before we got to know it’s going to happen in a matter of hours! 

Before we left for the hospital, 25 March 2023

At midnight we got admitted to Motherhood. And just as Ana entered the labour room, she went naturally into labour. Dr. Payal who was with Ana said “baby also knew that it’s time to come out!”  After around 11 hours, Keanah was born, natural delivery, a miracle in Dr. Pooja’s words! And Shweta’s wish was answered, she got her girl! 😊


Many who were present at Keanah’s baptism heard us singing Michael Buble’s “Forever now”. And both Ana and I were very emotional. I was overwhelmed with emotions as I sang the lines “you’ve got so much strength inside you, a strength we pray you’ll never need”. After all we had gone through, these words just meant a lot, we identified so strongly with them. We wouldn’t want Keanah or anyone to have these experiences. And yet we’re so grateful because this journey has definitely strengthened our relationship with each other and more importantly with God. 

Thank you Nihal for capturing this :)

Even though the journey has been something I was never prepared for, He made sure that He sent his angels to take care of us. Our families have been our strongest pillars of strength through it all, they stormed heaven with their prayers and have been with us at every step of the way. Dr. Payal and Dr. Pooja were heaven sent, came in at the right time when we needed them the most and hence we always knew we were in the best of hands always. So many of our family and friends showed up when we needed them the most. The community at Mount Carmel’s and our priests at our parish along with our Sunday school teachers and choir kids prayed fervently for us, we’re eternally grateful to all of them for their prayers. It’s amazing how much love, prayers and support we’ve been showered with on this journey.

The view of Mount Carmels (Ana’s alma mater) from Motherhood

As we hold our precious little Keanah in our arms, we are filled with gratitude for the incredible journey that brought us to where we are today. The challenges and triumphs along the way have made this experience all the more profound and beautiful. Our hearts are full, and we can’t wait to embrace the adventure that lies ahead as a family. This miraculous journey has just begun, and we are eager to see where it takes us.

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How Mature Are You?

Age alone does not an adult make. But what does? What makes you finally, really an adult? Adulthood is a social construct. For that matter, so is childhood. But like all social constructs, they have real consequences. They determine who is legally responsible for their actions and who is not, what roles people are allowed to assume in society, how people view each other, and how they view themselves. But even in the realms where it should be easiest to define the difference—law, physical development—adulthood defies simplicity.

You can’t drink until you are 21, but legal adulthood, along with voting and the ability to join the army, comes at age 18. Or does it? You’re allowed to watch adult movies at 17. In many countries kids can hold a job as young as 14, depending on state restrictions, and are even allowed to deliver newspapers, babysit, or work for their parents even younger than that.

Chronological age is not a particularly good indicator [of maturity], but it’s something we need to do for practical purposes. We all know people who are 21 or 22 years old who are very wise and mature, but we also know people who are very immature and very reckless. We’re not going to start giving people maturity tests to decide whether they can buy alcohol or not.

There is definitely no certain age at which maturity sets in. In my personal experiences, I’ve observed that age has little or nothing to do with it. I have met young people who are mature well beyond their years, and I’ve known older folks who act childish, only thinking about themselves. So the question is: What are the character traits that show maturity? And do “mature” people exhibit them 100% of the time?

Well, I’m not sure that we can be mature in every situation that presents itself to us because we are always growing and learning as human beings, and I’m pretty sure that all of us have been guilty of at least some of these negative behaviors at least once in our lives. That being said, by considering these 25 tell-tale signs, perhaps we can be more aware of the interludes in which our whiny, complaining, adolescent self rears its immature head…

1. Realizing how much you don’t know.

2. Listening more and talking less.

3. Being aware and considerate of others as opposed to being self-absorbed, self-centered, and inconsiderate.

4. Not taking everything personally, getting easily offended, or feeling the need to defend, prove, or make excuses for yourself.

5. Being grateful and gracious, not complaining.

6. Taking responsibility for your own health and happiness, not relying on others to “fix” you or placing blame for your circumstances.

7. Having forgiveness and compassion for yourself and others.

8. Being calm and peaceful, not desperate, frantic, or irrational.

9. Showing flexibility and openness as opposed to resisting, controlling, or being unreasonable.

10. Helping yourself, not just expecting others to do it for you out of a sense of entitlement.

11. Doing good deeds even when there is nothing in it for you other than knowing you helped, being selfless.

12. Respecting another’s point of view, beliefs, and way of life without judgment, not insisting you are right, belittling another, or using profanity or violence to get your point across.

13. Sharing your good fortune with others.

14. Being able to turn the other cheek without wishing harm on another.

15. Thinking before acting and having good manners, not going off half-cocked, lashing out, or being rude.

16. Encouraging and being supportive of others.

17. Finding joy in the success of someone else, not envy or criticism.

18. Knowing there is always room to grow and improve and reaching out for help.

19. Having humility and laughing at yourself.

20. Recognizing that which does not work in your life and making an effort to do something different.

21. Passing up instant gratification in favor of long term benefits.

22. Accepting, liking, and loving yourself, not needing someone else to “complete” you.

23. Standing up for fairness and justice for yourself and others and choosing to do the right thing.

24. Making sacrifices for the good of others without resentment.

25. Not clinging to materialistic items or bragging.

I’m sure there are probably other signs, but this list covers at least the majority of them. I know we can always do a better job displaying our mature sides. I also know that, by doing so, we lift each other up through our example. What’s most important, however, is seeing the negative side of our behavior and knowing we must do something positive to change it…And that, my friends, is WISDOM.

Fall Trip: Day 7 – Maroon Bells and More

We started early from Aspen this morning, walking over to catch the free city bus toward Aspen Highlands. One thing we’ve loved about Aspen is how easy they make it to get around without a car. From Highlands, we switched to the shuttle that would take us up Maroon Creek Road toward Maroon Lake.

The shuttle ride itself turned out to be part of the experience.

Our driver shared stories about Aspen and the surrounding mountains along the way. Aspen began as a silver-mining town in the late 1800s, booming after rich silver deposits were discovered nearby. When the silver market collapsed in the 1890s, the town went through decades of decline before reinventing itself in the 20th century as the ski and cultural destination we know today.

It was fascinating hearing about that history while looking out at a place now associated with ski resorts, beautiful homes and some of the most expensive real estate in America.

And then we reached Maroon Lake.

The Maroon Bells rise more than 14,000 feet above sea level, with Maroon Peak at 14,163 feet and North Maroon Peak at 14,019 feet. Their name comes from the reddish-maroon color of the mudstone that forms much of the mountains.

That rock also makes the Bells notoriously fragile. Unlike many of Colorado’s granite peaks, the sedimentary rock here fractures easily. Climbers have even given the Bells a rather intimidating nickname, the “Deadly Bells.”

From beside Maroon Lake, though, they looked completely peaceful.

We were lucky to have a beautiful morning. The mountains towered above the lake, patches of fall color remained around us, and every few steps seemed to offer another photograph.

After seven days of driving through Colorado, it felt good to simply stand there for a while.

No long hike. No rushing to the next viewpoint.

Just Maroon Lake and two of the most recognizable mountains in Colorado in front of us.

We eventually caught the shuttle back to Aspen Highlands and returned to the hotel. Bags packed, SUV loaded, and it was time to say goodbye to Aspen.

Our drive followed the Roaring Fork Valley through Basalt and Carbondale toward Glenwood Springs. After some of the huge mountain-driving days earlier in the trip, this stretch felt wonderfully relaxed.

We stopped in Glenwood Springs for lunch before beginning our final long drive across the Rockies.

And what a drive it was.

Soon after leaving Glenwood Springs, I-70 enters Glenwood Canyon, one of the most dramatic highway corridors we’ve driven on this trip.

The Colorado River runs through the bottom of the canyon while enormous rock walls rise on either side. Interstate 70 somehow squeezes through the same narrow space, sometimes right beside the river and sometimes on elevated sections built above the canyon floor.

The engineering is impressive once you realize how difficult it was to build a major interstate here while protecting the river and surrounding landscape. The final Glenwood Canyon section of I-70 opened in 1992 after years of construction.

And running beside us through it all was the Colorado River.

This is the same river that continues west through Utah and eventually carves its way through the Grand Canyon in Arizona. Seeing it here, much farther upstream and surrounded by the Rockies, gave us a completely different picture of a river we’d heard about so many times.

The canyon eventually opened up and we continued east toward Vail.

Driving through Vail was another reminder of how much Colorado changes within a few hours. Vail itself is a relatively young town, developed after the ski resort opened in the early 1960s. Its European-inspired village and huge ski mountain helped turn it into one of America’s best-known ski destinations.

Looking up at those slopes in October, it was fun trying to imagine the same mountains covered in snow with skiers everywhere a couple of months from now.

From Vail we climbed again, crossed Vail Pass and continued toward our final major mountain landmark of the trip.

The Eisenhower-Johnson Memorial Tunnel.

At more than 11,000 feet above sea level, the tunnel carries I-70 directly beneath the Continental Divide. The westbound Eisenhower bore opened in 1973, followed by the eastbound Johnson bore in 1979.

Driving into a tunnel underneath the Continental Divide felt like a fitting way to finish our week of Colorado mountain crossings.

Over the past few days we’ve crossed Red Mountain Pass, Molas Pass, Coal Bank Pass and McClure Pass. We’ve driven the Million Dollar Highway, climbed through the San Juans and wound our way through some of the most beautiful mountain roads we’ve ever seen.

Today, instead of climbing over the Continental Divide, we drove straight through it.

Once we emerged from the tunnel, the landscape began its long descent toward Denver. The giant mountain walls slowly gave way to foothills, the roads widened, and eventually the Denver metro area appeared ahead.

The change in temperature through the day was quite something too. We had started the morning bundled up at Maroon Bells, with the cold mountain air making jackets and layers essential. As we left the high country behind and descended toward Denver, it kept getting warmer. By the time we reached the Denver area, the jackets were off and it felt like we had travelled into a different season in the space of a few hours. From a chilly morning beneath snow-dusted peaks to a warm Colorado afternoon, it was another reminder of just how much the landscape and weather can change across this state.

By late afternoon we reached Brighton and checked into our final hotel of the trip.

Seven days into our Colorado fall road trip, today gave us one last collection of places that showed just how varied this state is.

This morning we were standing beside Maroon Lake beneath two 14,000-foot peaks.

A few hours later we were following the Colorado River through Glenwood Canyon.

Then came Vail, another climb into the Rockies, and a drive beneath the Continental Divide through the Eisenhower Tunnel.

Tonight we’re in Brighton, with the mountains behind us and our bags slowly being packed for the flight back to Dallas tomorrow!

Fall Trip: Day 6 – Drive to Aspen

Today was our longest driving day of the Colorado road trip.

Durango to Aspen. Around 240 miles across some very different parts of Colorado.

It sounds like a tiring day on paper. Somehow, it turned into one of the easiest and most relaxing days of the trip.

We left Durango early and headed back into the San Juan Mountains, retracing roads that had already given us some of our favorite moments over the past few days.

Coal Bank Pass. Molas Pass. Silverton. Red Mountain Pass. Ouray.

A few days ago, we drove this stretch stopping everywhere. Today we could simply drive.

There was something nice about seeing these places again without feeling the need to pull over at every viewpoint. The mountains were familiar now. We recognized the valleys, remembered the overlooks and knew exactly where some of our favorite photos had been taken.

Silverton felt especially familiar after spending so much time there over the past couple of days. We drove through the little mountain town and continued toward Red Mountain Pass, once again surrounded by those enormous San Juan peaks.

The Million Dollar Highway was just as spectacular the second time.

Maybe even better from the opposite direction.

We took the curves slowly, enjoyed the views through the windows and eventually descended into Ouray.

From there, the landscape gradually began to change.

The towering San Juans gave way to wider valleys as we passed Ridgway and Montrose and continued toward Delta, Hotchkiss and the North Fork Valley.

By the time we reached Paonia, Colorado looked completely different from the place we had woken up in that morning.

Farms. Orchards. Open valleys. Long stretches of quiet road.

We stopped in Paonia for a relaxed break and lunch, which was perfect after spending most of the morning in the car.

Then we were back on the road for what became my favorite stretch of the day.

We took CO-133 out of Paonia toward McClure Pass, and almost immediately the scenery started changing again.

The road climbed gradually into the mountains before taking us over McClure Pass at 8,755 feet. After some of the huge mountain passes we had crossed earlier in the trip, this one felt wonderfully easy.

Then came the beautiful drive toward Redstone.

The road followed the Crystal River with mountains rising around us and fall colors filling the valley.

Yellow and gold trees seemed to appear everywhere. Every few miles brought another view worth slowing down for.

We continued through Carbondale and eventually turned toward Aspen.

For a day with so many miles, it never felt exhausting.

We deliberately kept things simple. We had already explored the San Juans properly, so today was about sitting back and enjoying the drive.

We started the morning among Durango’s mountains, crossed the familiar roads through Silverton and Ouray, passed through the open country around Montrose and Paonia, climbed McClure Pass and followed the Crystal River Valley before finally reaching Aspen.

Nearly 240 miles of Colorado changing outside our windows.

By late afternoon, we rolled into Aspen and checked into the St. Moritz Lodge.

After dropping our bags, we headed out for an evening walk into downtown Aspen.

And Aspen in fall is beautiful.

There were yellow and gold trees everywhere, leaves covering parts of the sidewalks and mountains rising behind the town. We wandered through the streets without much of a plan, enjoying the crisp evening air and all those fall colors.

It was also fun looking up at the mountains surrounding us and imagining what this same place will look like in December.

Right now, the slopes are covered in autumn colors. In another couple of months, they’ll be white with snow and filled with people skiing down them. Walking around Aspen and trying to picture exactly where everyone would be skiing gave us a completely different sense of the town.

Today was a slow, easy road-trip day, despite being our longest drive.

Tomorrow brings one of the places we’ve been looking forward to most on this entire trip.

Maroon Bells. 🏔️🍂❤️

Fall Trip: Day 5 – Bus & Train

There are some journeys where getting from one place to another is the boring part.

Day 5 of our Colorado road trip was one I had been looking forward to from the start. After four days behind the wheel, we left the SUV parked in Durango and handed transportation duties over to a bus, followed by a steam locomotive that has been making its way through these mountains for more than a century.

Our morning began with the bus from Durango to Silverton.

Before boarding the bus, we also spent some time at the railroad museum at the Durango depot, and it turned out to be an awesome start to the day. The place is packed with railroad history, old locomotives, vintage railcars, machinery and artifacts from the region’s mining and railroad days. Keanah had plenty to look at, and I could have easily spent much longer wandering around. Seeing the enormous locomotives up close also gave us a better sense of the engineering behind this railway. It was the perfect introduction to what was coming later, especially knowing that in a few hours we would be riding those historic tracks back through the San Juan Mountains ourselves.

We had driven the same stretch of the San Juan Skyway yesterday, crossing Coal Bank Pass and Molas Pass on our way south. I loved that drive, but sitting on the bus today gave me a completely different appreciation for it.

No watching the road. No thinking about the next curve. No checking the mirrors.

I could just sit there and look out the window.

And I absolutely loved it.

The mountains, the forests, the lingering fall colors and those enormous views around Molas Pass somehow felt different when someone else was doing the driving.

Before long, we were back in Silverton.

Lunch was at Lacey Rose Saloon, where we settled in for a relaxed meal before wandering around town for a while. Silverton has grown on me over these last couple of days. There is something about those old buildings sitting at more than 9,300 feet, surrounded on every side by the San Juan Mountains, that makes the place feel almost cut off from the rest of the world.

After lunch, we wandered around Silverton and found a few places that made the little mining town even more interesting. We stopped by the Silverton Harley-Davidson store, famously promoted as the world’s highest Harley-Davidson shop, sitting at more than 9,300 feet above sea level. From there we visited the Miners Shrine, a simple and moving tribute to the miners who worked these mountains and to those who lost their lives doing it. We also stopped at St. Patrick Catholic Church, a beautiful historic church that has been part of Silverton since the mining era. With the mountains rising behind the town and so much of its history still visible along the streets, it felt like we were getting a glimpse of the people who built their lives in this remote corner of Colorado long before the tourists and train rides arrived.

Dessert came next at Natalia’s.

Then it was time for the reason we had returned.

The Durango & Silverton Narrow Gauge Railroad.

At 2:15 PM, we climbed aboard in Silverton for the 45-mile journey back to Durango.

Calling it a train ride feels inadequate.

The railway between Durango and Silverton was completed in July 1882. Crews had begun construction only the previous fall, building roughly 45 miles of narrow-gauge track through terrain that even today feels difficult to access. The original purpose was practical. The Denver & Rio Grande Railway needed a way to move gold and silver ore out of the San Juan Mountains.

More than 140 years later, trains are still running along essentially the same corridor.

That history becomes much easier to appreciate once the train starts moving.

There is the whistle.

The rhythmic clatter of the wheels.

The smell and sound of the locomotive working its way through the mountains.

The railway follows the Animas River for much of the journey, crossing it five times between Silverton and Durango. For long stretches after leaving Silverton, there are no roads alongside you. Once the line passes Rockwood, much of the country toward Silverton is wilderness without motorized road access.

Suddenly we were seeing a completely different side of the San Juans.

Yesterday we had looked down into valleys from the Million Dollar Highway.

Today we were inside them.

The train twisted alongside the Animas River, through thick forest and beneath huge canyon walls. Sometimes the river was right beside us. A few minutes later it would appear far below.

The railway itself was fascinating to watch.

You could look ahead through a curve and see the locomotive pulling the coaches around the mountainside. On the tighter bends, almost the entire train came into view.

At other points, the track seemed to disappear into the wilderness ahead.

And then came the Highline.

This was the part I had been waiting for.

It was easily the highlight of the ride.

The train reaches a narrow shelf carved into the mountainside with the Animas River hundreds of feet below. The famous section rises roughly 400 feet above the river.

Sitting beside the window and looking down was something else.

There are moments when the edge of the track seems impossibly close to the drop. Across the canyon are layers of mountains and forest, while far below you can see the Animas winding through the gorge.

Then you remember that engineers were building a railway through here in 1881 and 1882.

With 19th-century equipment.

It makes the whole thing even more remarkable.

The train crawled through the Highline slowly enough for us to take it all in.

I took photos, of course.

Plenty of them.

But this was one of those places where I kept putting the phone down because looking at it through a screen felt like missing the point.

The Highline eventually gave way to Horseshoe Curve and the long descent toward the Animas Valley. The landscape gradually softened. The sheer canyon walls became forests, then wider valleys and eventually the familiar surroundings of Durango.

Even after more than three hours on the train, I wasn’t waiting for it to end.

I loved every bit of it.

The old coaches. The whistle echoing through the canyon. Watching the locomotive bend around curves ahead of us. The Animas River appearing and disappearing below. The bridges. The forest. Those stretches where there wasn’t a road, building or car anywhere in sight.

And especially the Highline.

Eventually Durango came back into view and our 45-mile journey through the San Juans was over.

Yesterday we drove these mountains.

Today we rode through places the highway never reaches, on rails first laid when Chester A. Arthur was President of the United States.

That’s a pretty incredible way to spend an afternoon.

And just as we were making our way into Durango, Colorado had one last little surprise waiting for us. A beautiful rainbow appeared across the evening sky. After hours of mountains, canyons, forests and the Animas River, seeing that rainbow as we rolled back into town felt like the perfect final scene. We all loved it. One of those completely unplanned moments that somehow becomes part of what you remember most about the day!

Colorado Road Trip, Day 5!

Fall Trip: Day 4 – Million Dollar Highway, Silverton, Durango

Some road-trip days are about where you’re going. Today was about everything we saw on the way.

We left Ouray early this morning and headed south on US-550, straight onto the Million Dollar Highway. We’d been looking forward to this drive for a while, and within the first few minutes, it was easy to see why.

The road climbs quickly out of Ouray, with the mountains rising around you and huge views opening up almost immediately. There are sections where the road hugs the side of the mountain and you become very aware of just how high you are.

We took it slow.

Partly because that is the sensible thing to do on this road. Mostly because we wanted to stop everywhere.

Every few miles seemed to bring another view worth pulling over for. Mountains covered in shades of gold and orange. Deep valleys disappearing below us. Old mining country. Peaks stacked behind one another as far as we could see.

The fall colors made the whole drive even better.

We stopped around the Red Mountain area and continued up toward Red Mountain Pass at 11,018 feet. Up there, the landscape feels completely different. The trees thin out, the mountains become more rugged, and the colors of the rock start living up to the name.

Then came the descent into Silverton.

Seeing this little town sitting in the valley with mountains surrounding it from every direction was one of those classic Colorado views we had been waiting for.

We spent some time in Silverton, walked around and soaked in the old mining-town feel. There was no pressure to see everything because we knew we would be back again the next day for our Durango and Silverton train journey.

Since we had left Ouray early and were well ahead of schedule, we decided to keep moving toward Durango and have lunch there instead.

That turned out to be a great decision because the drive south from Silverton deserved just as much time as the Million Dollar Highway.

Our first big stop was Molas Pass.

At 10,910 feet, the views were massive. Mountains in every direction, forests stretching across the valleys and patches of fall color everywhere. We stayed for a while, took photos and did what we had been doing all morning: looked around and wondered where to point the camera next.

We also stopped at Andrews Lake.

This was one of those quieter stops that catches you by surprise. A mountain lake surrounded by trees and peaks, with the fall colors adding another layer to the scene. After all the dramatic cliffs and passes earlier in the morning, it felt peaceful.

Then came Coal Bank Pass at 10,640 feet.

Another stop. More photos. Another excuse to stand outside for a few minutes and take in the San Juan Mountains.

By this point, we had completely given up pretending we were following a schedule.

And that was probably the best way to experience this road.

We stopped wherever we safely could. Sometimes for a proper viewpoint, sometimes because the colors looked too good to drive past. A journey that could have been completed in roughly two hours became most of our morning.

Eventually the high mountain scenery began to soften as we descended toward Durango. The road dropped through forests, the temperature changed and the landscape slowly shifted again.

We reached Durango earlier than expected and headed straight for lunch.

After a morning of mountain passes and constant photo stops, sitting down for a good meal felt perfect. We took our time, then headed over to the hotel and checked in.

And for once, there was no need to unpack knowing we would be loading everything back into the car the next morning.

Two nights in Durango.

That alone felt like a small vacation within the vacation.

Looking back at today, Silverton was beautiful and Durango was a welcome place to arrive. Yet the part I’ll remember most happened between those places.

We covered only about 70 miles today.

It took us hours!

Exactly as it should have!

Tomorrow, we get to see these mountains from a completely different perspective.

🚂 Durango & Silverton steam train day!

Fall Trip: Day 3 – Telluride, Ouray

Some days on a road trip are about how much you can fit in. Today felt better because we had time to simply enjoy where we were.

Day 3 took us from Montrose to Telluride and then on to Ouray, right through some of the prettiest fall scenery we’ve seen on this trip.

The drive toward Telluride was beautiful from the start. The San Juan Mountains kept getting closer, and the fall colors seemed to get better around every bend. Hillsides were covered in yellow and gold aspens, with patches of orange mixed in and darker evergreens running through them.

It was the kind of drive where you keep looking out of the window and saying, “Look at that!”

Then we reached Telluride.

I had seen plenty of pictures before this trip, but the setting is something else when you’re standing there. The town sits deep inside a box canyon, surrounded by huge mountains, and in fall the whole place feels like someone turned the saturation up.

The gondola was easily our favorite part of the day.

It’s free, which still feels slightly unbelievable considering the views you get. We climbed from Telluride toward San Sophia, reaching 10,540 feet, with the town slowly getting smaller beneath us.

And the colors from up there! ❤️🍂

The Telluride gondola has an interesting story of its own. It opened in 1996 as the first and only free public transportation system of its kind in the United States, created to connect the historic town of Telluride with Mountain Village over the mountain rather than relying entirely on cars. The route climbs from Telluride to San Sophia Station at 10,540 feet before descending into Mountain Village, turning what could have been a winding mountain drive into a spectacular ride above the San Juan Mountains. Over the years, it has become part public transit and part Telluride icon, carrying locals, workers, skiers and visitors while offering some of the best views in the area.

From the gondola, we could see entire mountainsides covered in aspens. Bright yellow trees filled the slopes below us, framed by the rugged San Juan Mountains in the distance. Every few minutes the view changed, and every new angle seemed worthy of another photo.

We got off at San Sophia and spent some time taking it all in before continuing toward Mountain Village.

The ride down the other side was just as beautiful.

Mountain Village had a completely different feel from Telluride. We walked around for a while, had lunch, enjoyed the mountain air and then did something we were all quite happy to do again.

We got back on the gondola. 😄

Usually the return journey feels like transportation. This one felt like another attraction.

We rode back over the mountain, through San Sophia and down toward Telluride, getting another long look at those fall-covered slopes. Seeing Telluride appear beneath us as the gondola descended was probably one of my favorite views of the trip so far.

After spending a little more time around town, we got back into the car and headed toward Ouray.

The drive continued the theme of the day. Mountains, winding roads and fall colors everywhere. We weren’t trying to rush through it either. When the scenery is this good, the drive itself becomes part of the day rather than the bit between destinations.

By the time we reached Ouray, we were ready for a break.

We checked into the Hot Springs Inn, dropped our bags and rested for a while. After a few busy days, doing absolutely nothing for a bit felt pretty good.

Later in the evening, we headed out for a walk along the river toward the hot springs.

Ouray feels almost tucked away from the rest of the world. Mountains rise sharply around the little town in every direction, which makes the “Switzerland of America” nickname easy to understand.

The evening was quiet and cool as we walked toward the hot springs, with the mountains surrounding us and the light beginning to fade.

Back at the inn, Ana and I found the perfect way to end the day.

We stepped into the open-air hot tub, surrounded by mountains, with the cool Colorado air around us and the warm water making it very difficult to want to leave. After a day of driving through fall colors, riding gondolas high above Telluride and taking in one mountain view after another, sitting there together felt pretty special.

Just the two of us in a hot tub, mountains all around, winding down after another beautiful day in Colorado!

Tomorrow, we drive the Million Dollar Highway!

Fall Trip: Day 2 – Royal Gorge to Montrose

There are some days on a road trip when the drive becomes as memorable as the places you planned to see. Day 2 in Colorado turned into one of those days.

We left Colorado Springs in the morning and headed toward Royal Gorge. The landscape was already beginning to change around us. Mountains were getting closer, roads were getting quieter, and patches of yellow were starting to appear among the trees.

Royal Gorge was our big stop for the day, and we started by walking across the bridge.

It is difficult to understand the scale of this place until you’re standing in the middle of it.

The Royal Gorge Bridge stretches 1,260 feet from one side of the canyon to the other and sits 956 feet above the Arkansas River. It was built in 1929 by a crew of around 80 men, and somehow they finished the entire thing in just seven months. For more than 70 years, it held the title of the world’s highest suspension bridge.

And you’re walking across it on wooden planks.

More than 1,250 of them.

Looking between the sides of the bridge and seeing the Arkansas River that far below was enough to make us stop a few times.

Then we got lucky.

A train appeared at the bottom of the gorge.

We stood on the bridge and watched it slowly make its way alongside the Arkansas River, almost a thousand feet beneath us. From that height, an entire train looked like a tiny model moving through the canyon.

That probably gave us a better sense of the gorge’s scale than any number could.

The gorge itself has an even older story. The Arkansas River has been cutting its way through this landscape for millions of years, exposing rock that dates back into the Precambrian era. Standing on a bridge built less than a century ago while looking at rock measured in billions of years puts time into perspective.

Our next stop was the raptor meet and greet.

This was one of those unexpected parts of the day that ended up being fascinating. We got to see the birds up close while learning about falcons and owls, how they hunt, how incredibly well adapted they are and what makes each of them such effective predators.

Keanah got a wildlife lesson in the middle of our Colorado adventure, although the adults were listening just as closely.

Then it was time to cross the gorge again.

This time, without walking.

We stepped into the aerial gondola and started floating across the canyon.

The gondola gives you a completely different view. The bridge we’d just walked across was now beside us, the Arkansas River was far below, and we could see the canyon opening out toward the mountains.

After peacefully floating across Royal Gorge, Ana and myself decided we’d been sensible for long enough.

The zip line.

Standing at the launch point and looking across the canyon makes you reconsider the idea for a few seconds.

Then you go.

That first moment is wild.

The platform disappears and suddenly you’re flying across Royal Gorge with hundreds of feet of open space beneath you.

The bridge is beside you. The Arkansas River is a tiny ribbon below. The canyon walls stretch out in both directions.

For those few seconds, you’re flying across one of the most spectacular landscapes in Colorado.

Easily one of my favorite experiences of the trip so far!

After Royal Gorge, we got back into the car and pointed west toward Montrose.

This was supposed to be the long driving part of the day.

It turned into one of the most beautiful drives we’ve done.

We followed US-50 through the mountains as the scenery kept changing around us. Mountain walls rose beside the road, rivers followed us through the valleys and small Colorado towns appeared between huge stretches of wilderness.

Then the fall colors took over.

Yellow aspens were everywhere.

Some mountainsides had huge streaks of gold running through the darker evergreens. In other places, the trees came right up alongside the road.

Every few miles we’d turn another corner and somebody would point out the window.

Look at that.

And then we’d find another view that was somehow even better.

This is exactly why we wanted to see Colorado in October.

When the sunlight catches the aspens, whole sections of the mountains seem to glow. Photos capture the yellow. Being surrounded by it while driving through the Rockies feels completely different.

The road eventually took us toward Monarch Pass, more than 11,000 feet above sea level.

The temperature dropped, the air felt different, and suddenly we were standing on the Continental Divide surrounded by mountains.

A few hours earlier, we’d watched a train crawl along the bottom of Royal Gorge.

Then we’d flown across that same gorge on a zip line.

Now we were standing above 11,000 feet.

As we continued toward Gunnison, there was one sight that was much harder to enjoy.

The water was incredibly low.

Seeing parts of the Gunnison River and the Blue Mesa area looking so dry was sad. Huge exposed sections that should have been underwater stretched alongside the road.

This wasn’t just the normal end-of-summer drop either. Colorado has been dealing with extreme drought in the Gunnison River Basin, and Blue Mesa Reservoir was down to around 17 percent of its capacity at the beginning of October.

You could see the effects right in front of us.

It was such a contrast to everything else we’d seen that day. Golden mountainsides, beautiful valleys and spectacular fall colors, then a landscape showing very clearly how badly this part of Colorado needs water.

We continued through Gunnison and eventually toward Montrose.

It was a long drive, but it never felt like dead time between destinations.

There was always something outside the window worth looking at.

Another mountain.

Another valley.

Another hillside covered in golden aspens.

By the time we reached Montrose, we’d walked almost a thousand feet above a river, watched a train pass beneath our feet, met some incredible birds, floated across a canyon, zip-lined over Royal Gorge, crossed the Continental Divide and driven through some of the best fall colors we’ve ever seen.

Tomorrow, Telluride and Ouray.

Fall Trip: Day One – Colorado Springs

There’s something mildly ridiculous about starting a vacation with a 4:30 AM alarm. At that hour, nobody is excited about anything. You’re just moving through the house in the dark, checking bags, chargers and wondering what important thing you’ve forgotten.

But this was the start of our Colorado fall trip. Ana, Keanah, Mummy and me. A week of mountains, fall colors, long drives and a part of the country we’ve wanted to explore properly for a while.

Our flight from Dallas got us into Denver just after 8 in the morning.

Bags collected, we headed over to SIXT to pick up our SUV. There’s always that little moment when the road trip starts feeling real. Until then, you’re still travelling. Once the luggage is in the trunk, CarPlay is connected and everyone has claimed their seat, you’re officially on the road.

Before pointing the car south, breakfast came first.

After the early start in Dallas and the flight to Denver, we were ready to sit down, eat properly and get some coffee. It was a simple stop, but exactly what we needed before starting the drive.

Fed and considerably more awake, we set off for Colorado Springs.

The drive south from Denver was easy, which was exactly what we wanted for day one. We had deliberately kept the schedule light. With Keanah and Mom travelling with us, there was no interest in turning the first day into an endurance event.

By afternoon, we were heading towards the place I’d been waiting to see all day.

Garden of the Gods.

You see plenty of photographs of this place before visiting Colorado. Huge red rocks rising out of the ground with Pikes Peak somewhere behind them. It looks impressive on a screen.

Then you get there.

The scale changes everything.

Our first stop was the Visitor & Nature Center, where the terrace gives you one of those views that immediately makes everyone reach for their phones. Red sandstone formations in front of you, mountains behind them and a huge Colorado sky above it all.

It was our first proper “we’re in Colorado” moment.

The rocks are enormous when you’re standing underneath them.

North Gateway Rock. South Gateway Rock. Cathedral Spires. Kissing Camels.

Some formations are obvious the second someone tells you their name. Others require you to stare at them for a few seconds, tilt your head and eventually say, “Ohhhh, I see it now.”

And, naturally, we stopped for photos everywhere.

The schedule quietly stops mattering.

Balanced Rock was our final big stop inside Garden of the Gods.

It’s one of those formations that looks slightly impossible. A huge chunk of red sandstone appears to be balancing on a much smaller base, almost as if someone placed it there for the sole purpose of becoming a Colorado postcard.

Of course, we took the classic family photos.

After leaving the park, we drove through Manitou Springs. We didn’t make a big stop out of it. We simply drove through, looked around and soaked in the small mountain-town feel from the car.

And that was enough.

Day one was meant to ease us into Colorado.

We had started before sunrise in Dallas. A few hours later, we were walking between giant red rocks with the mountains around us, taking far too many photos and getting our first glimpse of what the next few days might look like.

Tomorrow, the road takes us further into the mountains!

A Softer Place to Land

Everyone you meet is carrying something you cannot see.

The person who replied with one word may have spent the morning at a hospital. The colleague who missed a deadline may be caring for a parent whose health is failing. The cashier moving slowly could be near the end of a ten-hour shift. Even the friend who cancelled dinner might be struggling to get through an ordinary day without falling apart.

We rarely get the full story.

Still, we react to the small part that reaches us. A delayed message feels disrespectful. A distracted expression seems rude. Someone’s silence becomes personal. Within seconds, we create an explanation and respond as if it were confirmed.

That response can add weight to a day already bending someone’s back.

Being a safe harbor does not require you to solve anyone’s life. Most people are not waiting for a perfect answer. They want a place where they can loosen their grip for a moment. They need someone who listens without checking the time, treats their feelings with care, and lets them speak before offering advice.

Sometimes safety sounds like, “Take your time.”

It can look like sitting quietly beside someone who has run out of words. It may mean sending dinner to a friend who has been living on coffee all day. Perhaps it is remembering the date of a difficult appointment and checking in afterward.

These gestures appear small from the outside. To the person receiving them, they can change the shape of an entire day.

We have all known people who make a room feel lighter. Around them, you do not rehearse every sentence before speaking. Your mistakes will not become a joke in another group chat. Your fears will be handled carefully. You can arrive tired, confused, or quiet and still feel welcome.

That kind of presence stays with you.

We have also experienced the opposite. A careless remark can replay in someone’s head long after the conversation ends. A sarcastic response can make them regret opening up. Gossip turns a vulnerable moment into entertainment. One impatient reaction teaches a person to keep the next struggle hidden.

Words travel further than the moment in which we say them.

Gentleness begins with a pause. Before sending the sharp reply, wait. Before assuming the worst, ask a question. Before making someone’s difficult moment about your inconvenience, consider what the situation might feel like from their side.

You may still need to be honest. You can address hurtful behavior, set boundaries, or say that something needs to change. The way you speak determines whether honesty becomes useful or leaves a fresh wound.

A calm voice helps. Specific words help more.

“You embarrassed me when you said that in front of everyone” gives the other person something clear to understand. Personal attacks leave them defending their character instead of hearing what happened.

Gentleness takes effort when your own day has been rough. Patience becomes harder when you are tired, worried, or rushing. Those are the moments when a little self-awareness matters most. Your pain can explain the short temper. The person standing in front of you will still feel its impact.

You can ask for space before anger chooses your words.

“I’m overwhelmed right now. Can we talk about this tonight?” protects both people. It keeps a hard hour from becoming a lasting memory.

There will also be times when you cannot offer comfort. You may lack the energy, closeness, or understanding. Basic kindness still fits within reach. You can avoid making the situation heavier. You can keep someone’s private story private. You can choose silence over a cruel joke. You can leave without slamming every emotional door behind you.

The world gives people plenty of reasons to harden themselves. Bad news arrives before breakfast. Work follows them home through a glowing screen. Bills wait on the counter. Families worry across cities and time zones. A cutting comment can become the final drop in a cup filled all day.

Your gentleness can interrupt that pattern.

Years later, people may forget the advice you gave. They may forget where you were sitting or what they were wearing. They will remember that they could breathe around you. They will remember the message you sent when everyone else went quiet. They will remember how you stayed for another ten minutes when their voice began to shake.

Someone may be moving through today with very little hope in people. Then they meet you. You listen. You speak with care. You make room for their tired heart to rest.

For a few minutes, the world feels gentle again.

Keep Your Abracadabra

Some people can walk into a room, hear your most exciting idea, and drain the energy out of it within thirty seconds.

You tell them about the business you want to start. They raise an eyebrow.

You share a place you want to visit. They immediately calculate the cost.

You mention a new hobby, career move, or creative project. They give you a detailed list of everything that could go wrong.

They call it being realistic. Somehow, their version of reality always sounds like a locked door.

The strange part is that we often give these people more influence than they deserve. One careless comment can outweigh months of excitement. A dream that felt possible over breakfast can feel foolish by dinner.

Perhaps they know something we do not.

Perhaps we are aiming too high.

Perhaps we should wait.

That is how someone else’s fear quietly becomes our decision.

People can only judge an idea through the limits of their own experience. Someone who has never taken a risk will focus on danger. A person who gave up on a dream years ago may feel uncomfortable watching you chase yours. Someone who measures every choice by money will struggle to understand why you would do something simply because it makes you feel alive.

Their reaction tells you where they stopped believing.

It says little about where you can go.

Every worthwhile idea sounds slightly ridiculous before it works. Imagine explaining a smartphone to someone in the 1980s. A glass rectangle in your pocket will replace your camera, map, wallet, television, newspaper, and half your office. They would probably ask what you had been drinking.

Magic often looks foolish from the outside.

The people building something new spend a lot of time standing in that uncomfortable space. The results have not arrived yet. There is no applause, proof, or neat success story. All they have is an idea that keeps pulling them forward.

That early stage is fragile. It needs room to grow before the world starts poking holes in it.

Be careful who gets access.

You do not have to share every dream while it is still forming. Some plans need privacy. Let the idea become strong enough to survive other people’s opinions. Give yourself time to test it, improve it, and understand why it matters to you.

Choose your audience with care.

Talk to people who ask useful questions. Spend time with those who can see possibility without losing common sense. Find the ones who leave you clearer after a conversation.

These people still challenge you. Their questions help you build. They want the idea to work, so they help you spot what needs attention. You leave with better plans instead of a smaller version of yourself.

Then there are the people with zero abracadabra.

They have a problem for every solution. Their favorite phrase is “That will never work.” They treat enthusiasm like a personality flaw. If joy enters the room, they begin checking it for safety violations.

You can love these people and stop consulting them.

That boundary matters because belief shapes effort. When you believe an idea has a chance, you keep working after the first setback. You try another route. You learn what you need. Doubt can make every obstacle feel like a final answer.

Protecting your magic does not mean ignoring facts. Check the numbers. Understand the risk. Prepare for the difficult parts. Then make your own call.

You are allowed to do things that other people would never choose for themselves.

You can change careers at an inconvenient age. You can write the book before anyone asks to read it. You can learn to paint badly and enjoy every minute. You can move across the world, start over, speak up, or finally walk away from something that has made you miserable for years.

Some people will understand after it works.

Others may never understand.

Let them watch from the cheap seats.

Your life becomes smaller each time you hand someone else the power to decide what is possible for you. Take that power back. Keep your plans close when they need protection. Share them with people who bring curiosity into the conversation.

Then return to the work.

Make the call. Book the class. Open the blank document. Take the first clumsy step while the people with zero abracadabra are still explaining why you cannot.

They can keep their doubts!

You have magic to make!

Where the Magic Went

A cardboard box could become a spaceship before lunch.

The gap behind the sofa was a secret cave. A blanket stretched across two chairs made a castle. Rainwater rushing along the side of the road deserved your full attention because a paper boat was about to enter dangerous waters.

Childhood had a way of making ordinary things feel enormous.

Part of that came from seeing everything for the first time. The first trip on an airplane felt unbelievable. Christmas lights seemed brighter. A visit from your cousins could become the biggest event of the month.

Something else was happening too.

You were there.

When you played, you played. You did not build a Lego tower while thinking about an awkward conversation from yesterday. You did not sit on a swing worrying about everything waiting for you tomorrow. The moment in front of you had your full attention.

That attention gave ordinary experiences their magic.

Think about the summer holidays that seemed to last forever. You woke up without checking the time. Breakfast happened when someone called you inside. The afternoon stretched ahead with no calendar cutting it into thirty-minute blocks.

You noticed the sound of the ice cream truck from two streets away. You knew which floorboard creaked in your grandparents’ house. You watched ants carry crumbs across the pavement and wondered where they were going.

Nothing had to be useful.

You could spend an hour throwing stones into a pond. You could watch the same cartoon again. You could ask someone to tell you a familiar story because hearing it once more still felt good.

Then life became crowded.

A quiet breakfast now comes with emails. A walk becomes a chance to return phone calls. We photograph sunsets while wondering which picture will look best online. Even rest carries a small voice reminding us of what remains unfinished.

Our bodies arrive while our minds keep travelling.

A child can spend ten minutes staring through an airplane window. An adult glances outside, takes a picture, and returns to the screen. The clouds are still there. The wonder needs attention long enough to find us.

Children understand this without trying.

Watch a child at the beach. They rarely need the perfect weather, the best view, or a detailed plan. A shell with an unusual shape can stop the entire afternoon. A wave reaching their feet is enough reason to scream with delight. They experience joy before deciding whether the moment deserves it.

Adults often reverse that process. We check the restaurant rating, the weather forecast, the cost, the parking situation, and the photos other people posted. By the time the experience begins, our minds have already written a review.

Presence becomes harder because adulthood asks us to carry more. Bills need paying. Parents grow older. Work follows us home inside a phone. People depend on us, and some worries deserve attention.

Still, many of our best moments ask for only a few undivided minutes.

Your child telling a long story that keeps changing halfway through. Your spouse laughing before reaching the end of a sentence. Your mother describing something from years ago. The first sip of coffee while the house is quiet.

These moments rarely announce their importance.

Years later, they return as memories.

You may forget what you bought during a vacation and remember your daughter running through the hotel corridor in her socks. The carefully planned attraction may fade while the unplanned stop for ice cream stays clear. A family dinner can live in your mind because someone laughed so hard they could not speak.

The magic survived. Our attention moved elsewhere.

Finding it again may look simple. Leave your phone in the other room during dinner. Look through the airplane window. Sit on the floor when your child asks you to play. Take the walk without turning it into exercise, content, or a task to complete.

Let a moment exist without asking what it can give you.

Tonight, a child somewhere will turn off the bedroom lights and point a flashlight at the ceiling. Their hands will make a clumsy bird, then a rabbit, then something that looks like neither. For a few minutes, that small patch of light will hold an entire world.